Goodbye

Okay.. this is it..

Thank you for anyone who have commented to my previous post..
Please don't bother to make any more comments because i will not read it anymore..
Your comments only make me more hesitate..
So i will completely stop oppening this blog..

I have decided this would be the end for me..

I am full of negative thinking..
I have grudge to almost everyone i have met before..
I will not try to blame anyone..
I am the one who is guilty..
I have no confidence..
I am useless..
I am pathetic..
I am broken..
I can't think straight anymore..
I deserve to die..

I can't stand this anymore..

I will admit my defeat..
Humans are fragile beings..
They can't live alone..
They need someone else to support their fragility..
It was my mistake to hardly deny this..
Even though i am still denying it..
I should have tried harder to get along with others rather than run away and barred by myself inside the darkness of my room..
But i didn't hahahahha.. was it wrong? ofcourse NOT IAM always RIGHt!!! itahink!2 hihihihihiiii....,,,,,,.m.,n
okay iam on the edge now
I start losing mnmy minddd
jancok1@24IEHEGoghfs;
my end is near
either going insane or killing myself while i still habe my santinyhya
i have to publish this before i losseeeeeee mysaeaf;lhahahahaf yeah right
god please kill me a aleready hahaf i geuesa yoiu arent evean there anyway this is bullshittttttt fauck you alllllllllllllllllllllllllllll!11111111IFHldqshco bdhvashahaahaaaaaaaitehahahahdahfadhfo;hbpoyvtbtohtiwn;ftovylghlfdjfgdsblhfsdghos dfjhdihfhavlyvpwgshgal;oahfhfshf;ahfrughfloqcjrcphljfogggif;ofhrugrehoehiehiqhfjhfhfhhhhhhhhjdfsaafjasdjfas;;avjal;fallll